Okay so I haven't blogged in 2 months sue me.

Here is what you have missed.

1. I have tentative imaginary plans to move next spring. The plan is to start mailing my resume to anyone who will take it come January. Why January you ask? I need to work a year post graduation at my job otherwise I have to pay back my tuition reimbursement.
2. I've taken up jogging. Yes I'm serious. As embarrassing as it is to admit I have to loose 110lbs to be a "healthy" weight. I think its time I get on that. In three weeks I've lost 11lbs and am up to 2.0 miles in 30minutes at a run/walk considering I started at 2.0miles/40minutes not bad. I'm doing a 5k this fall.
   
3. I've quit dating for real this time. I need to get my shit together.
4. I can manage to clean my house for a party in under 4 hours. This is much better than my previously needed notice of one week of vacation time.
5. My father is actually trying to be supportive of me moving to Chicago.
6. I love my bike. I got it tuned up, got a rack and bike bags :)
7. I'm sick of being jealous of people. Now I'm just going to copy for them.
8. When people ask me about my music taste I say, "indie rock" it may be pretentious but its true. Besides I've always thought myself to be a tad bit pretentious anyways.
9. I still have Ed's childhood Christmas ornaments hanging in my closet.
10. Alice and I have started to talk like Richard Simons we are all glass half full...its sickening yet refreshing at the same time.
11. I sleep at night.
12. I let myself dream.
    

I have a vision for my future. I guess everyone does things in their own time. I'm not sure where I will be in 5, 10 or 20 years but I can see it. I never see myself pregnant. Something very odd for someone who wants children. I see Alice & her husband living in an apartment and Cobie and I also living in the same building in separate apartments. I see riding my bike everywhere. I see myself running a marrathon. I will adopt two kids a 4yr old girl and a baby boy from russia. They will kinda be community kids for Cobie and Alice. I don't see a husband.

Now I've never been one to be clairvoyant, however I am one to daydream....and the husband just doesn't happen.... Am I so content with my friends that I can't even imagine someone exists that would whisk me away from them & my imaginary city condo into a little single family home in the suburbs? I suppose its not really relevant at this point. I think I need to do some damage control to turn myself into a suitable human.